regrets come faster than speed of light
every time i think at night
all those things we did and said
like all the cliches in my head
but we’re just two humans living in this world
fighting for what we thought were right
we’re trying to love until the end of the fight,
or is it not?
is it not love which i felt?
is it not love that i thought you felt?
did you ever feel the same?
no.
because you said so.
but i had chosen to stay in the waters.
wallow and wait for time to pass
wait until breath holds its last.
Your eyes shone
Like a mirror
Reflecting my emotions
Back to me
Your eyes shone
Promises of happiness
Boundless love
My heart skips a beatYour eyes shone
And I knew I loved you
Your gaze told me
You love me, tooYour eyes shone
And my heart dropped
When I realized
You were never looking at me
I guess I’ve seen a lot of things
Damn a lot of them
Seen too much
Seen things too far to be blind of what’s up
What’s here in front of me
I didn’t see
You’re gone, taken, stolen perhaps
You ran away from all of my mishaps
Like all of them who came before
All of you left my eyes sore
And red
And dead
Help me get out of this bed.






